DIARIO del 20 settembre 2020
Salve a tutti, da circa un anno mi si impedisce di postare video su Youtube, per cui mi sono rassegnato a tenere un diario minimo di quello che mi capita durante la giornata. Il diario è necessariamente breve perchè ho difficoltà a dilungarmi a causa degli ultrasuoni, ma è abbastanza indicativo di quello che di assurdo sono costretto vivere. Assurdo perchè assolutamente criminale e razzista, reati assolutamente intollerabili in una democrazia.
quindi ecco il resoconto del diario che scrissi il 20 settembre 2020. Sfortunatamente lo sto scrivendo in inglese per motivi di studio, fatemi sapere se siete interessati a una versione in italiano.
09/20/'20
Today I tried to resume reading a book, but after half of an hour, I had to stop owing to the obsessive and annoying ticking in the right ear. I then didn't know what to do and after another half of an hour, I tried to watch a video. Since the beginning, I was troubled by persistent, continuous pain at the same ear, and after ten minutes I had to stop watching. The pain didn't stop and I didn't dare to go outside to get a walk, as I am used to listening to something from a video through a headset, and I feared I couldn't concentrate because of the pain into my ear. Then, as I feel bored while walking without listening to anything through my headset, I decided to get a journey on my scooter. But when again at home, the pain returned and I was prevented to watch any video or movie. Actually, the pain is still there while I am writing.
Do you think Ferlini has any reason to bother me that way? Absolutely not! The only reason is the fact in itself: he wants just stress me in whatever way possible, put me up against a wall so that the only way out is to accept and follow his will, which consists in total subjugation and submission, humiliated like no one ever was. That is simply impossible, I tried many times to submit myself to his will and every time it was a painful throwup, therefore I decided to oppose him simply reacting passively whatever he did...waiting for him to stop obsessing and bothering heavily in any way, or... sooner or later to die.He is more than ninety now, it is just time to go, hopefully.
This is all for now, see you nextly