DIARIO del 10 settembre 2020
Salve a tutti, da circa un anno mi si impedisce di postare video su Youtube, per cui mi sono rassegnato a tenere un diario minimo di quello che mi capita durante la giornata. Il diario è necessariamente breve perchè ho difficoltà a dilungarmi a causa degli ultrasuoni, ma è abbastanza indicativo di quello che di assurdo sono costretto vivere. Assurdo perchè assolutamente criminale e razzista, reati assolutamente intollerabili in una democrazia.
quindi ecco il resoconto del diario che scrissi il 10 settembre 2020. Sfortunatamente lo sto scrivendo in inglese per motivi di studio, fatemi sapere se siete interessati a una versione in italiano.
09/10/'20
Hi everyone, I have to repeat myself, Ferlini is in trouble. Not that I wasn't persecuted earlier, but now I think things are intensifying. It happens frequently, this time Ferlini was bothered because I tried to escape his torture and isolation through meditation.
Today my elder brother greeted me brushing his arm, which is a way to mock and obsess me. It began many years ago: supposed that I had some psychological issue with my younger brother(jealousy), he, my brother, began to brush his arm continually every time we met. At the same time, I grew highly nervous and angry through ultrasounds. Nowadays every time someone touches his/her arm that way, I am reminded of such supposed issue and sometimes I still get nervous or angry, even though to a lesser extent. When it happens, I need to calm down through a beer, even if beer doesn't make me high or more relaxed, but it allows ultrasounds to do their job which wouldn't be done so easily without beer.
Today I was reading, which I do every day as leisure time and because I can't do anything else as Ferlini prevents me almost anything. But after an hour I couldn't read anymore as the mindreader began to make noises into my right ear, like a ticking clock. This way I got nervous and couldn't do anything else, even because ultrasounds were involved. Then I had to get a beer, this way I was able at least to watch a movie as a pastime. It went on for three hours before I could focus on something more interesting. By the way, even yesterday night I had to stop watching any movie because the movie I chose had explicit sex frames in it, almost like a porno video, or at least it seemed at the start. Then I grew highly nervous and with my heart clasped through ultrasounds. As you know, I can't think or do sex in any way, not even watch it in movies and certainly not when male and female sexes are shown explicitly. So justly I was punished. What do you think about the surveillance state I am living in? Would you like to give a try and see whether you like it?! I think you wouldn't, but selfishly you let it for me turning your back and a blind eye.
This is my report for today, see you nextly