DIARIO dell'8 settemre 2020
Salve a tutti, da circa un anno mi si impedisce di postare video su Youtube, per cui mi sono rassegnato a tenere un diario minimo di quello che mi capita durante la giornata. Il diario è necessariamente breve perchè ho difficoltà a dilungarmi a causa deglu ultrasuoni, ma è abbastanza indicativo di quello che di assurdo sono costretto vivere. Assurdo perchè assolutamente criminale e razzista, reati assolutamente intollerabili in una democrazia.
quindi ecco il mio secondo giorno del diario che scrissi l'8 settembre 2020. Sfortunatamente lo sto scrivendo in inglese per motivi di studio, fatemi sapere se siete interessati a una versione in italiano.
09/08/'20
Hi everyone, early in the morning my elder brother touched himself in a way which is typical under Ferlini's suggestion to send me a message. Normally those messages are thought to be a reminder of some of my supposed issues, but most of the times it is a way to annoy and bother me, adding, often, to the message a fit of anger through ultrasounds, which was the case this time. I had to go out to my doctor, but as I returned I drank a beer, which is the way I can tolerate these provocations, especially those with anger attached to it.
I spent all morning reading, as I am used to. I am now reading a novel from the French writer Zola, which is titled, Nana.
But what bothered me in the morning was the fact that I feared to go to the shop to by another beer, because, the last time I went there, I dared to greet the staff in the informal way which is most common in Italy, especially among young people. But as I am especially shy in this type of greeting, I was upset with the idea of going there not being able to be as informal as I was.
This seems to be a big psychiatric issue, according to Ferlini. Furthermore, I was obsessed by the fact that Ferlini would have said my trouble to the staff of the shop suggesting them to mock me. So I decided not to go there as I didn't need any beer anymore for that morning.
Around noon my brother came and said he bought a rabbit. As the rabbit is the symbol of cowardice, and many times Ferlini has said I am a coward as I don't follow his will, I thought Ferlini suggested to my brother to buy a rabbit as a message for me because I didn't have the courage to go to the beer shop. Luckily, this time they didn't anger me through ultrasounds, they but just annoyed me a bit as the obsession goes on and on.
This is all for today, see you tomorrow.