DIARIO del 9 settembre 2020
Salve a tutti, da circa un anno mi si impedisce di postare video su Youtube, per cui mi sono rassegnato a tenere un diario minimo di quello che mi capita durante la giornata. Il diario è necessariamente breve perchè ho difficoltà a dilungarmi a causa deglu ultrasuoni, ma è abbastanza indicativo di quello che di assurdo sono costretto vivere. Assurdo perchè assolutamente criminale e razzista, reati assolutamente intollerabili in una democrazia.
quindi ecco il mio secondo giorno del diario che scrissi il 9 settembre 2020. Sfortunatamente lo sto scrivendo in inglese per motivi di studio, fatemi sapere se siete interessati a una versione in italiano.
09/09/'20
Hi everyone, Ferlini is in trouble. I say this every time Ferlini needs to increase oppression, and after I attempted to meditate it seems he got angry and tormented me more.
Today, as usual at one 'o clock, I was watching a movie which I started watching yesterday. The movie was a comedy but also partly moving. As most of the times happen, Ferlini increases through ultrasounds my feelings of being moved. But this time I felt bouts of emotions too frequently and then almost continuous, making me nervous and thoroughly angry, such that I had to stop watching and go to get a beer. Not that beer gets me calmer, actually, as Ferlini controls the effect of the beer( which never puts me high) I drink waiting for Ferlini to slow down and stop with ultrasound. Normally it works in half an hour or more, so I am used to drinking beer when I am in a bad mood through ultrasounds.
By the way, The movie was about female genital mutilation, and just the horrifying action was that which aroused Ferlini most. Even after many hours, Ferlini sent the scene from the movie to my mind very frequently, as to let me know he was excited about the scene and the fact he controlled my emotions there. What I have understood is that Ferlini thinks his control of my entire life through ultrasounds and the connected torture is like he was mutilating me ( I had to identify with the little girl mutilated)...And he was happy with it, highly happy and aroused. Is that a psychiatrist or a sadist and a criminal? It is up to you to get the answer. See you next day